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Saturday, March 11th, 2006
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Saturday, February 25th, 2006
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Monday, November 14th, 2005
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My cat ran away.
not really that excited about that.
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Monday, September 19th, 2005
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new sigur ros cd.
amazing.
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Friday, August 12th, 2005
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so update.
I like my new job. It's fun, and I love getting all the free coffee/smoothies/teas/pastries that I could ever want.
The people absolutely rock.
And today I got paid, suckas. No more poor Rickey....after I pay my nice chunk of 500 bucks in bills.
ha.
Happy Birthday to De, and Nikki. I love you kids, and ice cream.
I think the cat has officially been names Princess Bubble Buns.
It's neat.
She has a bell too.
Well, I need some sleep, and I have work in the morning.
I love my girlfriend.
She's wonderful.
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new kitty.
needs name.
our household has two likeable names.
a.) Optimus Prime
b.) boo-boo kitty fuck
any preferences/suggestions?
<3Rickey
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| Subject: | If love is a labor I'll slave till the end... |
| Time: | 3:56 am. |
| Mood: |  disappointed. | | Music: | Rise Against - Swing life away. |
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I hate that this entry is going to be incredibly redundant.
I can't sleep. I have too much to think about.
I'm honestly sick of not knowing if I'll be able to make my rent and utilities for this month.
It's close to a slap in the face for me. I hate to sound cliche', but I hate growing up.
I hate the fact that I took so much for granted in my past years. To think only a year ago, I didn't have any bills to worry about.
All I had to pay for last summer was my gas, and insurance. I can't even believe I thought that was alot back then.
I'm just depressed. I hate that I can't actually be worry free.
I miss being 10 years old.
I miss my dad.
I can't stand having to ask for help. I already owe $250 dollars, and I'm scrounging up change from our sofas to buy food.
I can't believe some people take what they get for granted.
I wish I could have parents that support me.
Truth is, my mom is in rehab, 250 miles away.
I haven't even spoken to my dad in close to 2 years.
I wish I could know I have plan B's and crutches when I can't make it.
I don't.
I don't know what I'm going to do by the end of this month.
I have a new job, where I'll be doing ok, but it's going to take me so long to get over everything else first.
It sucks that I'm only 18, and I'm already scared that I might not be able to support a family in 5 or 6 years.
I can't even tell where my childhood ended.
I hate this.
If it wasn't for Brit, and my friends, I would've left everything by now.
I've even considered joining the military, I just don't know how easily I could take being away from everyone for a year at a time.
I hate when I let myself get in these moods.
I know I'm luckier than most. Much luckier.
I'm just waiting for something to happen for me.
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Thursday, June 23rd, 2005
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new phone, new number.
leave me yours, and i'll leave mine.
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new phone, new number.
gimme your #, i'll give you the new one.
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another future expense:
my koi sleeve.
idk what exactly I want to do with it, but I have ideas.
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| Time: | 3:35 am. |
| Mood: | blehhhh. | | Music: | Across Five Aprils - Pawn Shop Promises. |
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So I've been neglecting this journal of mine. oops.
Moved into a new apartment. It's rad. It's on a lake.
We've had about 7 parties in the 12 days we've been here.
Also rad.
I love my girlfriend.
I need a job and some income from this job.
I've looked at about eleventy-billion places.
I'm kinda getting hopeless on the whole thing.
I need money for too many things.
-Warped Tour San Antonio
-Rent for July
-Utilities
-New Cell Phone
-Sounds of the Underground in Atlanta
-Shows all over
-Warped Tour in Jacksonville
-More rent and bills.
---Savings for car
getting a job is alot harder without your own car. I really hate being a burden to everyone having to drag me around town everywhere.
bleh.
In good news, my weekend was great.
Lots of Brittani time, which I loved.
She spoils me, honestly.
Last night was alot of fun.
Across Five Aprils/Burning Season/Let it Die/Bloodlined show.
Badass show, A5A and The Burning Season killed.
The guys from Let It Die, and The Burning Season crashed at our apartment last night.
'twas fun.
Badass guys.
I still need a job. Hooray for 193473874 apps.
x.x
I still love my girlfriend.
yep.
I want to watch Vanilla Sky now.
<3Rickey
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I don't really know why, but I'm really fucking sad.
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I found a little black kitten tonight.
she needs a nice home, with nice people.
help me out.
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So, apparently, alot of people really like my short hair thing I have going on.
Except Jamie.
hm.
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| Time: | 11:10 pm. |
| Mood: |  exhausted. | | Music: | System of a Down - Question!. |
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Work was good.
I still like my short hair.
I have a kitten. His name is Frankenstein.
I miss my girlfriend.
I'm tired.
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alright, well. no more mohawk.
just short short hair.
ha.
it's weird, but I really like it.
yep.
sleeeeeeeeeeep.
<3
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I have a mohawk.
and I have work at 6am.
WHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINE.
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I went to Texas, and took a nap.
Greg got bit in the eyeball.
I miss my girlfriend.
end.
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I have the most amazing girlfriend. ever.
The end.
Iloveyou.
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| Time: | 1:28 am. |
| Mood: |  happy. | | Music: | weezer. |
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When everything is wrong I'll come talk to you
You make things alright when I'm feeling blue
You are such a blessing and I wont be messing
with the one thing that brings light to all of my darkness
You are my best friend
and I love you, and I love you
Yes I do
There is no other one that can take your place
I feel happy inside when I see your face
I hope you believe me
Because I speak sincerely
and I mean it when I tell you I need you
You are my best friend
and I love you, and I love you
Yes I do
I'm here right beside you
I will never leave you
and I feel the pain you feel when you start crying
You are my best friend
and I love you, and I love you
Yes I do
You are my best friend
and I love you, and I love you
Yes I do
Yes I do...
Yes I do
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